Along my road I’ve encountered many who I had great times with also some that I have had hateful and very sad times with. Never has it been my intention to hurt a soul or the person behind the AVIs we all see
To the few I am not close to anymore and some who hate or feel indifferently towards me I give my apologies for past actions and even though it is all the past I will say goodbye and good luck in life.
To J- perfectly dark angel though things went so bad we had some extremely memorable, passionate, intense and very dark times. I will think back on the good that we shared and regret the many bad. you did deserve the happiness being with another bought you and I can only hope like me you put the bad to rest and remember those perfect times we did have.
BSE- We had some very crazy times in the beginning and you were one of the instigators of a lot of laughs and group fun, when looking back you always had his back and saw the unhappiness he didn’t show me. Thank you for being loyal to your friend even if that meant you and I ending what part of friendship we had.
AJ- when things go bad they tend to put a stain on our opinions of others and that is not easily removed. I wish things would’ve gone differently but as long as you and her are alright and are putting it in the past I will take the blame for allowing it to have gone so wrong.
Doc- ah words don’t express the asshole I was in going back on our deal, unfortunately when someone comes along that just feels like a perfect fit you lose some rational thought and I was a thinking with my dick kind of person after our better times with sword swallowing and such fuckery this is something you knew about me. Although I don’t approve of the hatred that followed these actions i do regret the pain that it caused all parties.
For anyone else who was hurt by my man whoring my sincerest apologies to you and if we had [Smirks] Good times I hope you will think of them fondly rather than dwell on the bad.
Goodbye to all.